Internal struggle or something

Hace unas semanas me fui a cortar el cabello y me quedé pensando en unas cuantas cosas y luego pensé que debería dibujarlas. Dudo que esto cuente como cómic, es más como un sketch/journal o no sé, pero bueh, ahí vaaaa...

Nostalgia, horrible nostalgia

Found these pictures of my old room in Bilbao. Hey there memories.

This week in images

This week I spent a few days in a small town away from the big smoke, lots of gardening, bike riding, contemplation and hard work

Memento Mori

Yesterday my mom and I went to the supermarket and we found a little hummingbird dying on the street. We felt really sorry for him and we picked him up to see if we could do something for him. Sadly it was too late and he died 5 minutes after :(

Life is short you guys.

I will always remember you baby hummingbird.

Angst

Last year I had the wonderful opportunity to study one semester abroad thanks to an amazing exchange program provided by my university. It was all pretty cool, got to meet lots of new places, gained life changing experiences, but what really amazed me was how, umm... my creativity was at its maximum level, if that makes any sense, I was drawing and painting almost every day, tried new materials, new techniques, new shapes and aaahhh and I had so many great plans about how to "make it" once I was back in "the real world", but it's been almost 4 months since I came back and I haven't done a single thing! It's like I have lost all my drive/enthusiasm to do things, I am just not productive anymore and I really don't know why... DUN DUN DUN I'm in limbo!!!

It doesn't help that I don't have to go to school anymore because, supposedly, I officially finished all my classes (cause the semester I spent abroad was the last semester of my career), but that doesn't mean that I graduated, because... thesis, and social service. Since I haven't started my thesis nor my social service I don't think I am considered a student, also I don't have a job (funemployed!), basically I'm not a productive member of society, basically. Limbo, again :(

As silly as this may sound, this limbo I'm living in is one of the reasons why I started this blog, I think that if I keep this thing updated it will somehow help me to put my life in order, little by little.

So, the plan is to keep a productive and positive attitude, no more staying up until 4 am and then sleeping til noon (ahaha I'm a joke), no more eating like there was no tomorrow, this weekend I am going to clean my bike and fix it and ride it cause I feel like physical activity is what's going to help me to be active agaaaaainnn!!! Getting closer and closer to ~adulthood~ hell yes.

I also need to work on a new header, oooh it's all under construction.

Have fun, stay young, be cool! Cool beans! Solid!